Has been, it is, will be

when I was a child
I did childish things
I played with my toys
I was a good boy
I was warm and caring

then i grew up
and stopped being a child
I tried to still be a good boy
I tried to still care
but, mostly, I failed

cuz i fell in love
I loved so hard
loved the wrong person
and my heart was
broken
crushed
stomped
till was almost pure dust

so I built myself a armor
to shield myself
protect myself
I became cynical
ironic
sarcastic

there were times
I let my guard down
hoping
for a shot at love
some of those times
were worth it
and some were not

after each fall
I rose again
a bit wiser
with my armor
a bit thicker
and hopefully
for my sake
a bit stronger

Segunda

Um feriado numa segunda-feira é uma faca de dois gumes. Pode ser bom pra quem vai viajar ou um pé no saco pra quem fica em casa sem nada pra fazer. Pior do que não ter nada pra fazer, é ter o que fazer e não ter vontade ou disposição para isso. Uma apatia te abate que você não sente nada. Nenhum desejo, nenhum desgosto. Só um torpor. Um estado de limbo. Oblivio....